Dear Prince Charming,
So, I met this guy on May 20th. Every single week since I met him we have been on a date. I really am beginning to like him. But I just found out that he's waiting for a Sister Missionary... "Competing" for him goes completely against what I normally do.
I'm now completely unsure what to feel/think.
I'm probably over analyzing (I do it so well, because I'm so paranoid of
getting hurt) but yeah.
1. If he's waiting & writing a girl, then
why is he going on so many consecutive dates with me? Shouldn't he be going on
dates with a bigger variety of girls so he doesn't accidentally lead someone
on?
2. I would rather have him stop asking me on
dates now than later. But I don't want him to not ask me on dates.3. I don't know how much time she has left on
her mission. So either I have "plenty of time" and we would start
dating, or I am "running out of time" & I'll watch him leave for
her when she gets home because I was a filler to date while he waited for her.4. He's an honest person. Why would he put his
arm around me & ask me on so many dates if he wasn't interested??5. I already like him maybe more than I should.
The idea of it never going anywhere or ending just when I was beginning to
kinda call him mine kinda makes me want to cry. And go on a 5 mile run.6. If tomorrow wasn't Sunday, I'd go running
tomorrow morning and to the temple.7. Heavenly Father will help me know what to do.8. WHY THE HECK IS MY LOVE LIFE SO ....
COOMPLICATEDDD??? Dating stinks.9. Maybe I should give my name & number to
the bishop so I can skip dating he & can just choose a husband for me ;P jk
I really wouldn't.But still. That'd be more simple than THIS
Frustrated with dating,
Your Princess
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