Dear Prince Charming,
I seem to have the most incredible variations where I go from being almost terrified of the idea of getting married to wishing time would speed up because I really want to get married to you. If only I could see farther into the future, get some heads up on what to expect down the road. Moving forward from my family’s past and your family’s past is undeniably difficult sometimes. But I would, without question, rather move forward with you than stay in the cycle my family has created that I get the chance to work on breaking now. We can do it. I pray that I will have strength to bear the stresses that will come with being married and being a mother. And while I know that you are not like my dad, I pray that you will be a strong, supportive husband and father, and that we will be able to stay together through anything. I pray that you will not have issues with getting angry or frustrated.
December 16th seems so close and yet so far away. That’s in 3 months from today, actually.
Not going to lie, I’m rather stressed out already over some of the aspects of the wedding; mostly concerning my wedding dress. See, the store that I am getting my wedding dress from has closed. No way can I get a refund for what I have paid. I just need to come up with $916 a lot sooner. I think I’m going to start donating plasma more, call the lady to do house cleaning for, and really start putting my tips aside for the dress. I need to be able to pay for it in cash.
This is also aside from my orthodontics that I need to pay off the rest of the way. I’m down to only $738 (if I remember correctly) on what I have to pay!! So close. I want to get as much paid of as humanly possible. And I need to make sure and stay on top of paying off my student loans, too. It will work out. I can do this. I just need to really get on top of my budgeting more. Something I was supposed to have started but that I have accidentally let slip a little. My bad :P Lucky for me, I can track the money I have put into my bank account and drawn from my bank account. And I can record some of the things I know I have purchased with cash.
I’m so close to being able to get these ridiculous braces off. I’ll finally stop looking 5 years younger. You may disagree with (me looking that much younger). It’s true though. I definitely look better without wires clinging to my teeth. Stupid little significant rubber bands… I’m so forgetful, and they’re so annoying (they cut into the sides of my cheeks a bit), and yet they’re all that are keeping me from having the braces taken off!
In other news, it’s time for me to leave for your house this morning, before school, and I’m still in my pajamas. Guess I’m going to be late again :P I’ll see you soon!
Love Eternally,
Your Princess
A Damsel in Stressing
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