Lonely/Having A Bad Week

Dear Prince Charming,

Have you ever had those days when you're just having a terrible-horrible-no-good-very-bad day, and all you can think of is how much you just want to hold the person you like, and not have to think about anything you're dealing with at that time? To just feel their heartbeat, their arms around you, and that warmth and peace?

Have you ever had those days where you want so desperately just to talk to them, to hear their voice, and know they're ok, but they just haven't responded, and you feel incredibly lonely? And you're worried you've done something wrong?

Those times when you find out you're not going to be with them for the holidays, so your plans with them fall apart, and you don't know when you'll be able to see them again, and you know that you're going to have a hard time not seeing them? When you find out you're not going to be able to be with them during the summer, either, which is much longer than the holidays, and you understand why you won't be able to see them, but you still don't have to like it, even if you're not going to say anything to them because you don't want them to feel bad?

Have you ever had those nights when it takes you forever to fall asleep, because you're just thinking about how much you miss them, and when you finally go to sleep, you dream you're with them, so when you wake up you don't want to get out of bed because those dreams were happier than your reality?

I'm beginning to wonder if having a boyfriend is really worth it. I feel like I'm messing everything up, even though I haven't done anything wrong. I feel like I need a jumpstart to get me rolling again. And it all is tracing back to my boyfriend being stressed out over end of semester stuff with school and letting me know he's not going to be here for Christmas Break or this summer. What on earth is WRONG with me??

Love,
Your Princess
A Damsel in Hurting